Sorry, that's a rather disgusting metaphor. But it does convey a bit of what I've been feeling with regards to the lawn of late. As you recall, I was away for a week. Then the week I was back, it rained nearly every day, until I killed all the lawn-mutilating equipment in the house. Then we went away for another week.
The lawn has been giving me fits ever since. The clover took over. The non-grass plants shot up tall seed heads. It began to look not only like a rental house's yard, but a student's rental house's yard.
I began obsessing about the lawn, and how unkempt it was, and how it was going to be two weeks until the mower came back from Sears, and how the neighbors must think it looks awful, and, and...
Poor D. He's had to put up with me obsessing about the lawn for days now.
I don't know why it bugs me so. It's not like I, personally, have anything against a wildish lawn. I am, after all, growing weed patches in the backyard, big, luxuriant weed patches. Put it down, I suppose, to an overactive sense of social disapproval. It's like worrying about one's messy house, except that it's out there, in public, growing worse every day. Gah.
Today the pain ended. After seeing a notice in the campus classifieds, I arranged for a local couple to come mow the lawn. They showed up with their tow-headed son (who rode on his daddy's lap on the big riding mower) and went at it with riding mower, gas push mower, and trimmer. I kept peeking out the windows at the activity with a big grin on my face.
Yay! I can walk outside without shame again! The lawn has been mown!
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