Freaked
Gas is up to $2.99/gallon for regular at the local BP, and up to $3.09 at the Speedway, and they are predicting that we'll be seeing at least $3.50 before the week is out -- if the stations don't run out of gas. One smaller company in the area apparently already has. I thought I was being paranoid when I went out and filled up not only my gas tank but also the emergency gas container (previously limited to desert camping trip use) -- but after surfing around the blogs and reading about the magnitude of what's going on down along the Gulf Coast, I don't think so anymore.
The more I read about the disaster in general, and the inadequacy of the responses to it, the more I feel that we've entered into the realm of the unreal. We are careening off a cliff as a nation, and there's no one at the helm, and I am more frightened of the future than I have been to date. My filling the emergency gas container will mark the moment for me when my paranoia and cynicism became reasonable, having affected my actions as well as my thoughts.
I pray that there will be no more such moments.


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